The turning point

Lately, I've been feeling the need to disconnect. Between last March until now, a lot was happening in ethers. We had solar and lunar eclipses, new moon phases, even a retrograde in the mix. My emotions were all over the place. It's been a month since I've posted any new videos to YouTube. I disappeared off of all social media platforms. I didn't read any of my books or watch TV. I didn't even post any new entries for this blog. It was the longest period of just having to sit with myself in my own silence. At the same time, a very good friend of mine, who I view as family, ended up being in the hospital for an overextended length of time. You ever have a bestfriend that you talk to on a regular basis and then all of a sudden you find out that they ended up in a coma? I'm not saying that this was the exact situation, but all the same. Her absence felt heavy. It felt like being sucked into a black hole of depression.

I'm happy to report that she is on the mend. She will make a full recovery eventually. The dark clouds are finally lifting, not just for her, but for me as well. I've decided to leave the company that I've worked in for the past 6 years. I was offered a brand new opportunity with a different company, a chance to relocate, better benefits and pay, a chance to actually learn a new skill set and apply it. I was feeling helpless and had lost my spark. As soon as I felt like I had hit my rock bottom, God came through and paved a way out. I have a chance to start my life over. I'll be leaving Dallas by the end of this month. It's such a weight lifted off my shoulders. I can't help but think that there was a reason for why I had to take this resting period and just keep to myself for a bit. Now that I know the trajectory of where my future is heading, it's full steam ahead.